Blogging is hard.

So I have come to the conclusion. I am not a writer therefore blogging is hard for me. I would much rather take pictures and capture moments. I struggle with coming up with the "right words" you know the ones that are so profound, the words that define a moment, words that embrace emotion. And when I do say or write something I really second guess myself. Conclusion? I need to be...

Confident.

Confidence is definitely one of the things God has been working me through and really stretching me with this summer. As a team leader I must be confident in what I believe and what choices to make. And I am not only learning about confidence through leadership but also confidence in my relationship with Christ. Trusting Him with my life especially when it comes to the big question of what I will be doing in the fall and where will I be living in the fall. I must be confident knowing God knows where I will be and what I will be doing. Confidence leads into another thing I have been learning...

Letting go.

It's hard for most people to admit the things they don't want to about themselves. The things they know they need to work on. And well I am one of those people. I have a difficult time admitting the things I need to work on in my life. Why? Well it's because in those moments I must be vulnerable and well that is a tough thing to do.

Back to letting go. I need to let go of striving for perfection. Working with little kiddos is teaching me a lot. I may think things need to run smoothly and perfectly but where is the fun in that? Kids are going to struggle when it comes to lining up and sitting still. Will the world end because of a crooked line and antsy kiddos? NO.